Bea. 4. REAL !!!!!!! ... Like... Seriously- be 4 real.
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all i ask is that u read this blog...

... or ELSE ????

02/20/25 - 12:59 AM -

just a piece im working on.

my head's hurt all day. i need to get better with time management skills! ive hardly made art in the past week, it sucks. i thought i'd have more to say but i think my melatonin's beginning to kick in.

have a good night u ppl :3 hopefully i will b out of hell soon and can get back 2 my chaos ^-%

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02/2/25 - 4:09 AM - a master sea girl

this is a pretentious one, ill make up 4 it dw.

i really hate writing sometimes. cant stand it. it still has the same cathartic element, but it's just such a hurdle. its goes from the creative frutiful flow of thoughts feelings and ideas to the ripping of yarn from the core of my soul, releasing copious amounts of chaos energies. it's painful and hectic and great when it works but when i cant get it a grip im left tugging at strings that lead nowhere.

i cut my hair too short and i want to sob every time i see an old picture. manifesting growth of my hair on my 2025 bingo card. i'm quite crossed, really feeling the rut.

so i've started drawing. a friend told me if i wanna draw i just have 2 draw. hopefully this wll maybe help the music come out easier in some roundabout way. unclogging the pipe via another artform or something. i really gotta finish this album.

the joints on this record really accurately detail this constant drive i feel. a perpetual need to move. i'm hoping getting it out will help me slow down. fuck runnin. been listening to el-p and ome chat a lot and it's really hitting me. i gotta go 2 bed.

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01/29/25 - 1:40 AM - Dactylochlamys

ft my bestie rudy

I have 2 write a speech 4 class. so im writing a blog. lolz. hru guys this morning ^_^. a new piece attached. working on a lot of music. my best i think. ik im always sayin that but im just doing so my way now. tbh it's all my friend's faults so fuck u guys :3. i still dont really get why i dont sleep. it's weird. maybe it's just habit at this point #_% .

anyways, my music. im reallly feelin that feelin where the music i have out is just an improper reflection of who i am as an artist. i have an astonishing amount on the backlog tbh, there's just been a lot in the works. new two blokes is sounding cooler than i coulda imagined, ive got my solo produced project + another , many many loosies, n i've been sending out beats 2 all who can ,,,,, bea 4 real !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im gonna go 2 bed. ill finish this speech in the morning. stay luv. peace 2 all :3

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01/28/25 - Cat Ipsum -

Good morning ^_^ very bored today,,, even tho it's only like 9 am. Classes r gonna take way 2 long today... hope u all r keepin it wonderful

Head nudges eat my own ears. Hey! you there, with the hands why can't i catch that stupid red dot, shed everywhere shed everywhere stretching attack your ankles chase the red dot, hairball run catnip eat the grass sniff, or roll over and sun my belly curl up and sleep on the freshly laundered towels.